I just ended it with Stan, so we not meeting anymore. It's for the best because I like Brad more and I don't wanna string Stan along. I just feel so bad because he is really upset, but like we weren't meeting that long so he'll get over it soon enough.

Oh and my ex-friend was wondering why she wasn't invited to my friends session on saturday, she was going mad..is it wrong that, that makes me smiile :D She should know anyway she can't dump her friends, not apologise and expect everything to be normal..

Okies well thats all for now,

x Mazie x

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I was at a friends session at the weekend, it was great craic, drink, music, food and lots of friends :D I drank waaay too much and passed out on the couch for like an hour, when I woke up two lads were after arriving, they were really nice and we stayed up till like 6 in the morning.

When we woke up, we were just talking about the night and that and then the two lads had to go. My friend went to walk them out and when she came back she said that Brad liked me and asked for my number, so she gave it to him.

I was talking to him and he asked me to go cinema with him on Saturday, I said yeah because he is really nice and good-looking and its not like I'll be cheating on Stan because we aren't going out, we are just meeting and Brad knows that I'm meeting Stan, so its perfectly harmless, right?

Okies well thats all for now,

x Mazie x

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Feeling a little better about the death of my dog, he was old and was suffering, it was for the best. And I will never forget him :)

I went on the pill about 2 months ago and it is great, Its doing wonders for my skin. I used to have terrible skin so I went on antibiotics and they worked but went I finished them them, I would get spots like a week later, it was soo annoying like I couldn't stay on antibiotics forever..so I heard certain pills are good for the skin so I went on them and my skin has never been clearer its great! and it also has the benefit of being contraception.

But I'm not planning on having sex with Stan yet, I thought about it and he obviously wants to..he hints at it enough but I just don't want to be that easy and I only had sex once before when I was 17 and that was a big regret for me, I was just being used. I just want to make sure I'm not being used this time, We have only been meeting for about a month now and I just want it to be special. I just hope he will understand and not dump me because I want to wait.

Okies well that all for now,

x Mazie x

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Once again I got my hopes up..just for them to be destroyed! My dog died today, he had cancer :(

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My dog is slowly but surely getting better..he's eating again but only a little and he still doesn't have control over his kidneys but he still is better, theres another few years in him yet :D

Everything going good with Stan, we not going out just meeting, I went up to his house yesterday and met his mother, sister and brother but I was introduced as a friend so its all good. His older brother is soo hot! I met some of his friends too and they're really nice and said i was good looking so I reeeally like them ha =)

School is going good also I suppose..only 3 months left till the leaving!! ahhh :O..suppose I should be studying instead of on this but like...

My ex-friend talked to me on msn but she apologised in a very unsincere way and like 2 weeks after it happen so I was just like too little too late! My life is better off without her anyways, I don't need a fake friend in my life! I got enough real ones :D

soo everything is good in the hood! I can't complain and thats the way I likes it! =]

Okies well thats all for now,

x Mazie x

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